I'm sweet seventeen.
loves spongebob & girlfriends.
pink is beautiful.
read if u like it,
leave if u hate it.

oh nothing much! im just too happy!!

so happy till i don't even know what to post. haha

but many things did happened lately. happy2 things!

nvrm.

you know what i know but thee public donnoe.

*wags eyebrow*

Today's a spring cleaning day.

getting ready for hari raya haji tmr. after our work was done, atok bought some durians for us. but unfortunately that apek durian cheated on my atok. guess what. he charged 108 bucks for 6 durians?! wth. there's more! most of the durians were bad. luckily not all of them. take a look at the bad durians.

firstly, i would like to say thanks to fikri. you taught me alot man. thanks.

well, life isn't always fair. life is not being fair to me. i feel like a pathetic beggar who thirsts for love. i'm tired of crying. but still, i cried. i feel pathetic crying alone at the playground. at this moment, i need the feel of a warm hug from a hero. papa. if only u're reading this post, i wanna tell you that i really miss you. i miss the old times when u constantly gave me the encouragement when i needed them, the times when i cried alone late at night, feeling stressed mugging, you were there. wiped away my tears, told me that everything is going to be alright as u stayed up with me, making studying fun for me. i miss your jokes & looking at the way you laughed at ur own jokes. your laugh somehow have the power to make me smile. im crying as i type this post. i guess i just miss you so much. how i wish i have the power to turn back time. keep the good times & erase the bad times. looking at those happy families out there made me jealous. if only i could have a family like them. however, im still thankful for what i have now. even if it's not complete.

*sighs*

went jb yest & had satay for supper!!

at last! my craving for satay has come to an end.

wen't jb during midnight just for the sake of satay & went home straight right after supper. haha.

whatever it is, im happy tt i ate satay. -.-

chao bao!

wheee. results are out & it's a satisfactory.

alhamdulillah i improved & pre-u 2, here i come!

well yesterday was my silly day. can't stop laughing thinking back about it. bubble tea making was very messy & my tudung looked like an art masterpiece at the end of the day.

thought of joining my babes for a movie marathon but i got a report book to collect. gee. missed the fun.

going jb tonight! shall eat satay! oh yeah!

& oh! oh! im soo looking forward for the sarawak trip this coming december! can't wait! :D

cao bao.

back frm silat training.

& man it was tiring! woke up late, took my sweet time watching tv, continued reading " A Child Called It" ( nice story! *two thumbs up* i cried while reading seyy.) & looked at the time. oh no! im late for training! took a bath, bla bla & off i go. no breakfast! coz i was late. erm supposed to be lunc uh. abg imran made us practice our tunggal moves over & over again. extra steps for me & atikah. we had to do regu. i felt like my world was going to go black. seriously i felt like faitning. i need an energy bar! at the end of the training, i was so dissapointed upon seeing the closed stalls. no food! but! there's a but here! haha. saw some extra egg mayo sandwhiches. atikah asked cik salmah if we could eat those extra sandwiches & it was our 'rezeki' . alhamdulillah!

oh no! im late for my business course! oh my. just tot off having a snooze. guess i got carried away using the laptop till i forgot to rest. gee. im so tired. help meeeeeeee.

chao bao.

wen't to farshad's plc for a visit. he looked pathetic. bandaged on the head, one of his leg & his back. oh my. get well soon dear cuzzie.

went for a job hunt yesterday. aplied a few jobs, now just waiting for some calls. oh my i really need a job. gotta get that income coming. okay that's all i guess.

love you readers!

chao bao

went to botanical garden again yest. but this time, nazzy & nadya tagged along too. perfect! the climate was perfectly nice. quite a no. of photos taken. but i'm lazy to upload it all. planned to dine at simpang bedok for dinner. but end up dining at Mcd at orchard. haha. err what else? oh yar. then we took a bus & went to our seperate ways. -.-" went to sultan mosque for the business course. module 2 was interesting! the lesson's getting more interesting as i learn more. seriously fun.

atok & nenek were acting strangely wierd this afternoon. i was about to choose what to eat in the kitchen. noodle or rice? nenek suggested noodle for me. so i ate noodle la. brought the bowl of noodle to the living room & sat beside atok who was watching the tv. all of a sudden atok started to nag. " kenape makan mee? kan ade nasi. makan la nasi. ape tgh hari2 makan mee pulak." i questioned myself for a while. is it wrong to eat noodle in the afternoon? funny. "alahai. nenek suro makan mee. atok plak suro mkn nasi." i replied & smiled. sometimes old ppl can b strangely funny. i just continued digging my food. atok continued. " nenek kau tu tak betol. tengah hari suro budak makan mee." then nenek voiced out frm the kitchen. "eh biarlah budak tu nk makan mee. kan sedap." haha. nenek was okayla. atok was wierd today. atok PMS ke? lol. okay im sleepy. chao bao.

im soo bored! ohgosh im soo soo soooo bored! im so bored tt i can die!

ok bye.

im back from Kuala Lumpur! well there's nothing much to update actually coz i din have much fun there. we din get to shop much cos the main agenda was to attend my aunt's wedding. oh i hate weddings. why? it makes me wanna have my own wedding ceremony. tulaa gatal. sheesh. oh & i was sick. fever fever. that's one of the reason why the trip was not tt enjoyable. reached singapore at 1am sharp. darn tired seriously. had supper at simpang bedok & headed hm. home sweet home.

hello! im feeling grrreat today! not sure why. who cares. im lovin' it! well, met muunaak(mona) yest. planned to go to school but eventually the plan turned up to be diff. haha. had breakfast @ kfc, mona sawan skjp coz something happened. she warned me not to remind her about that thing coz if i do, sawan die menjadi-jadi! i dun like. haha. spent a couple of hrs at kfc & went to bugis st. right after breakfast or i can say breakfast plus lunch. brunch? okok fast forward. bumped into a few of juniedians at bugis st. oh what else? oh yar. i was supposed to accompany nenek for her check up at changi hospital. dah best sgt jalan, i realised tt i was almost late for nenek's check up when i looked at the time. luckily my place is just a few mins walk. rushed home fetched nenek & off we go! kesian nenek dah tunggu kat rumah. sorry nek isya lambat.

okay next! i'm so happy coz i got to meet ummu salamah!! 8 yrs of saperation & finally we met. she's so pretty! masyaallah. i was overwhelmed & only god knows how happy i am. talked about the past & how much we missed the old days. the naughty2 days. gosh. wish we could hang out some other days.

guess i'll stop here. going bedok to for a haircut! excited! then fetch zahin frm sch. till then,

chao bao!

im so proud of my lil handsome brother, emiruzzahin! he got 2nd in class. he came hm frm school & suddenly hugged me. i was busy washing the dishes & he said:

" Thank you kakak isya!"

i rubbed his head & asked " kenape ni?"

"zahin dapat no. 2! thank u kakak isya pasal ajar zahin." he replied.

awww. im so touched. keep it up! blaja rajin2 okay. kalau dapat no. one kakak beli kan psp baru(:

well,having fever ryte now. damn. mama won't allow me hanging out.so i guess i'll just have to sit at home all day & rot. shoots. kthen im done.

chaao bao.