I'm sweet seventeen.
loves spongebob & girlfriends.
pink is beautiful.
read if u like it,
leave if u hate it.

Today's a spring cleaning day.

getting ready for hari raya haji tmr. after our work was done, atok bought some durians for us. but unfortunately that apek durian cheated on my atok. guess what. he charged 108 bucks for 6 durians?! wth. there's more! most of the durians are bad. luckily not all of them. take a look at the bad durians.

firstly, i would like to say thanks to fikri. you taught me alot man. thanks.

well, life isn't always fair. life is not being fair to me. i feel like a pathetic beggar who thirsts for love. i'm tired of crying. but still, i cried. i feel pathetic crying alone at the playground. at this moment, i need the feel of a warm hug from a hero. papa. if only u're reading this post, i wanna tell you that i really miss you. i miss the old times when u constantly gave me the encouragement when i needed them, the times when i cried alone late at night, feeling stressed mugging, you were there. wiped away my tears, told me that everything is going to be alright as u stayed up with me, making studying fun for me. i miss your jokes & looking at the way you laughed at ur own jokes. your laugh somehow have the power to make me smile. im crying as i type this post. i guess i just miss you so much. how i wish i have the power to turn back time. keep the good times & erase the bad times. looking at those happy families out there made me jealous. if only i could have a family like them. however, im still thankful for what i have now. even if it's not complete.

*sighs*