hey its me again. well yea. im still awake. it's 2.46am. can't help my eyes to get them closed coz this same thing had been bothering me. im filled with sadness & at the same time anguish? maybe just a little. overall, im just disappointed. well, im trying to teach myself to take things positively.
im apparently trying to cheer myself up by windowshopping online. thanks ah fikri for the web recomendation. & it kinda helps! the moment my eyes connected with those tops & shoes, at that moment jugak i forgot all about my problem skejap. skejap ajela. but it helps to ease the pain tho.
okay! now let me share with u some pictchas of the pretty2 tops & shoes that caught my eye. hehe. best nye! best nye!
*drumrolls*
TOPS




alaaaa. that's all. actually there were more pictures of shoes & tops but, im lazy to upload it. mcm tak kenaal je sape ellisya. haha. :p
im done. chao bao!
p.s: u left me there feeling puzzled. it doesn't mean tt im ok when im silent.you should at least comprehend how i felt.

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| 7:56 AM
feeling kinda paranoid right now. trying to strain myself from crying.
am still clinging with the mantra tho. it's the reason why im still standing. i gotta be strong. ;(
trust.patience.care
♥

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Thursday, June 18, 2009 | 7:30 AM
broke.
Help Me!
im super duper the extremely bored! okla. did went out yesterday with my adik2 n met love♥ & his friends for a while. it was an unplanned meeting tho. slacked at bras basah McD till 7 plus n went home. & after maghrib, papa♥ fetched us n had dinner with him. dined at kfc n cracked jokes. man how i miss his jokes. his laugh can simply make u smile or even laugh along. papa♥ seemed choosy with the chickens & kalau boleh die nak mintak sume chest! i was like arguing with papa♥ suro mintak tigh is my spelling correct? but he insisted. nak chest jugak. the big fat chest. haha. it's okay tho.
gave papa♥ the riddle that love♥ gave to my sis & papa♥ gave a silly but yet funny answer. ketiak! lol. we chilled & slacked one corner sambil makan kuaci & went home arnd 10 plus.
okay now i have a confession to make.
I WANNA GO SHOPPING!
but. sobs. yea. there's always a but. why eh? im totally broke! economy merosot ah. got money but have to put aside for my tuition fees. a total of $200. serious ah! the desire of spending my $200 is killing me!
i wanna turn back time! back to the time when i dun have to handle my bills n tuition fees by my own. alalahai. malangnye nasib tidak menyebelahi diri saye. aiseymama!
alah. who say i can't be happy without money. i can still enjoy ah! erm. am i right?
*crick crick*
insyaallah. can la can la. no money, no problem la. rezeki tu ditangan allah. kalau die nak kasi, bile2 die boleh kasi. but in my case, bersabar aje la nampaknye ye. nyeheh.
okayla. last but not least, i would like to thank all of you for spending ur precious time reading my crappy post. crabby patty! ok tt's so redundant. oh, im so flattered. jangan serik2 eh. haha.
chao bao!

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Tuesday, June 16, 2009 | 3:51 AM
holiday had been boring to me. damndamn boring! spent time at home more recently. i borrowed some books from the library to ocupy my time. what a dull holiday. due to ultimate boredom, my adik2 n i decided to make one stupid video. we called ourselves ' The Batam Kids Wanabe' haha. mind us. we're just bored.
yes i know it's kinda lame & crappy but i somehow find it mirthful tho. so yea. peace no war!
chao bao! love y'all readers! ♥
p.s: missing my babes n my dearest hingus ♥

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Saturday, June 13, 2009 | 6:50 AM
Gosh im bored! im bored! im bored to death!
Today was so boring! woke up late padahal i slept early yesterday. like pig like that! haha. oik!oik! k tk perlu. hehe. then helped nenek to fry bagedil. is it correct? or it's burgerdill or begedil. whatever. so went to NTU right after frying to watch the IVP match. gawd! i miss silat man! watching ppl fight makes me wanna go n take a vest n join them fight in the fighting arena! okay. where was i. oh yar cousin n me stayed till 6.35 n went off. hish! got someone menyebok seh! nasi tambah betol! i dun like uh! then how? ok crap. luckily cousin n i went off early.
Aaaaarghs! love their voices! i cair you. they made a great cover. i loike! ok im done. chao bao!
p/s: love, you're the best thing in the world. love you like giant elephants ♥

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Friday, June 12, 2009 | 2:36 AM
CHANGE OF PLAN!
i decided not to upload the camp pictures since im plainly lazy to do so. mind me.heh. so where shud i start? okay. let's start with what starts first.
nyetnyetnyet! lame.
so where was i. okay! the next day after the last day of camp, woke up late like around 12.45 n felt freakingly hungry. apelagi, brushed my teeth, wash my face n eat roti kirai. but haven't bathe yet. haha. nothing much on that day coz i stayed at hm all day jadi anak mithali. clean the house. aiseymama! no one was at home exept for me n wanee. so like arnd 6 plus i felt a grumble in my tummy. and! oh no! there was no food at home! *jeng jeng jeng* so i went to the kitchen, pulled out the kuali and sendok, & walla! ready to cook! but a sec later, i felt lazy. so kept back all of the cooking materials. huhu.
went to the living room & saw wanee eating maggi happily. then i was like oi tak bilang buat maggi! how shud i forgot that i got maggi all along. hah! but dun feel like eating maggi. cerewet lah pulak kan. so i changed. just sarung my abaya n put on my tudung & went banquete to eat! wanee tagged along. woohoo! better than maggi ah! i ate chicken noodle! it was superb! erm actually it wasn't. haha. but who cares. at least better than maggi. got chicken! so yar. called mama after i ate.
ellisya: mama kakak pegi baru abis makan dkt banquete tau. lapar. kakak ade dgn adik. kat rumah takde orang.
mama: oh dah klua baru call eh! dabes makan lagi.
ellisya: heheh. sorry okay kakak nak balek.
mama: kain baju jangan lupe angkat.
-hung up the phone-

so walked home with a smile & a full tummy! okay fast forward. ticktockticktok. okay dah malam. can't sleep. talk talk & talk with wanee till 1am plus. & eventually mama concluded to bring us to watch midnight movie! best eh!best eh! the only cinema that have midnight show was at cathay orchard. so guess wat we wore? *wags eyebrow* each of us wore an adidas track pants a simple shirt & tudung indon for the veil. haha. so yar we watced Terminator Salvation n the show was AWSOME! i loike!
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went out with my beloved cuzzies to catch movie. movie again!
not to forget, love♥ was there to watch movie with us too! so not to worry. i got him. what for scared2. haha. okay & the show was again AWSOME! shout here shout there, terperanjat here terperanjat there. bestbest.
after the movie ended, cuosins went on to their seperate ways. as for love♥ & me, to esplanade. love♥ wanted something to munch on & bought himself famous amos cookies. ticktockticktock. tada! dah sampai esplanade. we sat at the rooftop & enjoyed the nice cooling air. the night was calm & pleasing while the stars were shinning brightly above our heads. under the shinning stars, we sat & shared our stories sambil makan fomous amos yg blum habis2 lagi. haha.
then we made our moves since it's already late. so yea. love♥ sent me home. no one was at home when i opened the gate & it was dark! oh no! i don't like! i decided to pack my things & head to my cousin's place for a sleep over. before i went out frm my house, i called love♥ . he was walking towards the bus stop but still arnd my block's area. i asked him to take the mrt with me & kite balik same2. so he waited for me downstairs & poof! we went off.
yeeeehaa! & that's the end of my story. *scrolls up* wah! what a long post! haha. now i shall feed myself with cheesefries! but unfortunately i have to walk to kfc. haiyaa. for cheesefries's sake. i vow to not to be lazy! (just for now). heheh. chao bao!
thanks for reading. I♥u readers!rock on!

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Wednesday, June 10, 2009 | 5:02 AM
hey.just came back frm camp & it was damn tiring.the camp turns out to be....
to be simple, it sucks. despite of the hardwork that every single individual tt get involved had poured, the frustrations, lacking of sleep, accidents & etc. i actually had fun though. it's okay. to all the organising team, im proud of all of you. good job! take this mistake as a learning point & motivation to make things better[:

went to Bedok right after camp with mama & my adik(s), bought an adidas track pants for the upcoming school camp & headed to Pasir Ris(uncle Azman's plc) & slept on his sofa. i was damn tired i tell you. since my lil bro n lil sis wanted to watch monster vs. alien 3d, we then headed to Tamp GV to catch that movie. the movie was funny but i slept half way through coz i can't stand my eyes any longer. like what was stated before, i was darn tired.
movie 3D pon bleh tertido.
that's all i guess. not in the blogging mood actually. pictures will be uploaded soon yar!chao bao!
p/s: (1)i'm not an air liur, a makcik siput, a makcik jual keropok & a minah. understood? lol.
(2)imy love ♥ badly enough to die. heh.

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